Right at this moment, this blog is untitled even though I have a clear message to get across. I'm happy, people! I'm happy, even though I'm not exactly where I want to be. But I'm cool with that because I love living and experiencing the drama of life. And I may bitch and moan sometimes, wish it was easier, hope for "a break", but when I'm honest with myself I know that I wouldn't have it any other way. If I won the Mega Million today, I would still have to work on a better relationship with my daughter's father, a better relationship with my family and still work out balancing all I want to accomplish in life while providing my daughter with all she needs from me.
I woke up this morning, smiled at the rising sun and felt thankful for all that I have to do. I was grateful that I now look at my task list and get excited about tackling it. I'm proud of myself for setting the bar so high and am full of joy as I envision the end result of my current and future efforts. If I could bottle and sell my current state of mind I would. Everyone should feel like this, if even for a moment. Because that moment, regardless of how fleeting, would be a building block, a point of reference. And when the darkness came and reared its ugly head, you could call on it to lead you back to the light.
I'm so fucking happy right now!
So take a look around you, take a look at your life, where you are and where you want to be. Be thankful for all of it: the good, bad and indifferent. That's what makes you who you are, it's all literally what you're made of. Treasure it, be happy for the experiences it brings to you and embrace the journey you have ahead of you. You'll be bigger and better at the end because failure is not an option.
Enjoy the sunshine and the rain...we need them both to survive. And most of all, don't forget to smile! I send the overwhelming feeling of love, hope and happiness that I'm basking in out to you. Live and love life!
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